stuck in time
it`s like everything around moves, evolves, degenerates even; she`s the only one standing still. hardly breathing, the fear of making another stept just kills the desire to go on. emptiness it`s full of dull noises;
the thunder of her words should have cut her throat , instead it did hurt my heart, like a dagger thru the petals.
foggy thoughts pouring out of her mouth; there is nothing sacred anymore, she lost her innocence when she made her first mature decision. the child inside herself must have been neutralized by the rush to grow up.

smiles are fake and boredom is in bloom, hands start trembling when it comes to uncovering the illusionary bed of sorrows. everybody seems distant, she is distracted and he is missing.
feelings dragging her down, amidst time`s most pleasant duties: memories. they fall like red curtains , softly touching her inner strength, weakening her defenses; tears would come out of sore eyes, but they will doubtfully blind her judegement, therefore she restrains from being human.
silently grabbing the curtain, she reveals long lost deeds,emotions, feelings; they purify her soul and make the darkness seem less unbearable.
rays coming thru the dirty window...wind and rain drew their path, leaving a muddy glass behind. it happens the same with her...getting rusty with the time. valuable though, every bit of a dirt spread on her coat symbolizes the struggle she`s been going on for years.
a glimpse of joy illuminates her cheeks; that`s silently screaming her loneliness. as she touches the deck, the cards spread suddenly, with the Queen of Swords dominating the picture. Whispering, she sets fire to the rest of the deck. Holding the Queen card in her left hand , she is waving it in the mirror. the queen was the symbol of goal-pursuers. One step ahead, she dismisses her private griefs, and turns to the open window, in a perceptive manner. There were birds making their way to the greenish leaves, and children rumouring in the garden. Their obvious joy and naivity fills the air, filtered by the almighty sun.