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she`s running out of time and the unexpected scares the hell out of her. another dawn it`s just around the corner and nobody knows what it just might bring. limitations narrow her ways; she`s powerless and indecidisive.
curly actions take their course into the unknown , her heart gets ready to beat all over again. never knows what life has in store. she wants to share and compare, adore and never bore, laugh and slap, cry and lye , dance and romance, she wants to fall into pieces and get herself together in his arms. it`s just the part of her that needs to be caressed , embraced and loved. she`s a machinery that kills dreams and hopes in order to release new desires,set new goals, more or less attainable. she uses love as primary fuel and gets rusty when forgotten.
she needs him in order to complete her, she cherishes his footsteps in the sand when she covers them with her own , she tells him how precious he is, because he`s seen through her eyes .
tears go down her cheeks, covering the smile he put on her face when he sweet talked. She was ready to hear bells, but all she can enjoy it`s the silence breaking it`s echo over the sadness.
she was well aware when he trapped her into his heart, locked her inside and got back to his realistic way of life, he`s got errands to run.
Wish he could stop the marathon and take a look around, notice the details and then release her.
The more grief she gathers, the stronger her desires become. When he doesn`t hear her words, she sinks them in the sea of sarcasm and promises herself to never use them again.
Written words are silent swords, cutting deep thru her illusions. she sees what she feels and still, takes the agony for granted. The world is chaotic and all that matters is the bond that keeps them together. she dislikes being torn apart by ignorance, forgotton in a corner , haunted by happy moments which will help her make it thru the night. Nothing can stop her from loving and nobody has the right to take advantage of light.
Time is ticking, drop by drop, clear waters flodding the sky, flames fading away, lilies have mud on their petals...