QUEEN OF BOREDOM


it`s a jungle out there, you know
people walking through the snow;
children crying in the morning.
winter season barely dawning.

got bored with all this terror!
people, puppets lacking style,
performing artists in a horror
seem to be real for a while.

they try to get me to the sacred path
of knowledge; maybe they`re blind
just making fool of themselves, thus
the joy of life they`ll never find

poor souls, i`ve never seen the light
springing from your tired eyes;
i`m back to life,so long, sleep tight.
when silence ends i`ll break the ties.

ATTITUDE

Cheer up my soul, sweet purple wine
Let me be dizzy, `cause he`s not mine
I touch the glas gently,instead of his lips
Well, he broke my heart with his very last kiss

So, if I catch the lovely cupid
I will damage all his arrows
Then I`ll kick the little stupid
Cause he paid me lots of sorrows

Let it be this way, it is more secure,
Just me, myself and I along the way
There is no more pain I have to endure
We only live once and I have my way

IT`S GETTING DARK


It`s getting dark, I`m confused
My heart`s broken, the sky`s falling;
I feel the pain inside my brain.
I prayed for you, my friend, but you`re not coming.

I ask myself:''why am I dreaming?''
Hundreds of questions invade my loneliness.
Wish I was dead, `cause all my life
I`ve been desperately looking for happiness.

Poor me, I was such a fool,
Looking for gold , got stuck in mud
Now I feel I`m going down...
I wanna die... you should be proud.

I`ll get rid of pain and sorrow
Of those who claimed to be my friends;
I`ll get rid of lies... tomorrow
I`ll have blood on my hands.

It`s getting dark... became annoyed
I feel like sinking in the sea.
My heart is going with the wind
I know it was meant to be

IMPRISONED

I cant afford the luxury of dreaming
And my whole world looks like going down.
Tired of false illusions , feel like screaming
And tens of gloomy clouds came above town.

I'm trapped in here , my life's a question mark
I need some answers which only God reveals
My head is spinning , everywhere is dark
Going on ain't easy, living gives me thrills.

Too many lies made my ears deaf , so
I don't give credit to the evening whisper
People and facts , they come and go
Being predestined by the Secret Twister.

Autumnal Embrace
Mood:  amorous
the autumn`s here and u are near
but in u`r arms, i know no fear
come closer cause i wanna hear
u`r breath,whispering in my ear.


yellow leaves and reddish skies
my love, the mirror in your eyes
it`s your soul, blossoming flower
i see courage, love and power.

i see me embracing you
pure and kind and fresh and true
us holding hands,just passing by
me and you, under the sky.

Waterdrops
Mood:  amorous
waterdrops... i gather them in my trembling hands
i nurture them, i watch them, i grow them
plus a wish that slips from my thoughts,into my hands
the metamorphosis leads to a soul shaped silver
that belongs to me. it`s mine! i feel like shouting outloud
i did it! it`s my vision of love.
there`s this sound softly getting in my ears
the song born on my heart`s strings
the simphony in Ro major it`s going to be a blast
cause this time, the prince came barefoot
no more dirty boots marching in my soul
just a fresh morning breeze and a pair of brown eyes
vivid looks gently carress my sleepy face
he is here to love me.

to you
Mood:  amorous
i wish i had a guitar,
so i could sing this to you:
''
morning smiles and blue waters
i`m sailing among the clouds
summer dreams and autumn leaves
embraced in an echo,shaping my window.
the prince it`s near
i can almost hear
his footsteps climbing the day
my heart`s in my ears
there are no more fears
cause today i`m meeting Happiness.
i`ll read love poems on your lips
i`ll see love`s candle burning in u`r eyes.
i knew i`m gonna meet love one day,
but i didn`t picture it will look like you.

Aching
Mood:  amorous
deeper loneliness
a sharp knife that cuts thru my dreams
it makes me weak and leaves scars
i was given a burden to carry out
whose sins am I paying for?
my heart is aching for some human touch
i am longing for you.
innocent guilt, bitter sweet illusions
a drop of happiness, a glass of sorrow
what god should i worship
what soul should i borrow .

my eyes are blue although i`m brown eyed
the smile on my face froze when u left
till we will see again, i will worship memories.
the more i love you the powerful i become.
loneliness it`s the tribute i pay
for every moment spent with you.
time it`s my enemy and faith it`s my weapon
if i have to climb this mountain of solitude
i will do it each time, cause u`r on the other side.

the best of it all starts when it all ends
your gentle arms around my shoulders
the firm voice telling me love words
it`s a trial of tears, a battle of fears
the winner is us chained by love.

Dedicated
Mood:  amorous
got used to wishing on a star
although it seemed so cold and far
but now it`s feels like payback time
cause i`m yours and you are mine.

they use to say that love is blind
and when u fall, u leave behind
troubles, questions, burdens, sorrow
can`t help dreaming of tomorrow

my dream within the dream it`s here
just hold my hand and spread the fear
lilies in my hair,rose petals in the air
needless it`s to say life`s sometimes fair.

love`s question marks

is it ok when you don`t care
am I too corny that I dare
to have a glimpse of what should be?
quality time, just you and me?

i hide a dreamer deep inside
but everytime you step aside
petals are dying over here
i crop myself a slippy tear.

what would i do with that
eagerly heart of mine?
shall i just give it up
enjoy the reddish wine?

or shall I try to reach
the bottom of u`r eyes
the mirror of u`r soul
and try to break the ice.

the child inside my soul
would like a warm embrace
the woman that I am
defies the time and space